Tag Archives: Second Life

Speyeder 101 (1 Hour 20 Minutes)

Adam Burns of Dubious Intent (http://www.dubiousintent.com/) asked about the origin of my character after their show and I thought I would try to lay it out. It is rambling as this is the first time I’ve tried to dedicate a show to her before.

Thanks to the GFN_General(http://www.visitnowhere.com/), Toppie Smellie(https://smellcast.wordpress.com/) and That Blue Jeans Guy(http://thatbluejeansguy.blogspot.com/).

Contact us at chaoticravings@gmail.com or visit us at http://chaoticravings.com. Chaotic Thoughts can be found at http://www.spreaker.com/show/chaotic-thoughts.

Google Voice: (209) 730-6637

Facebook Links

https://www.facebook.com/matthew.ulmen

https://www.facebook.com/Pride48Mags

https://www.facebook.com/chaoticravings

https://www.facebook.com/FiniteExposure/

Mags Lose It! link – http://www.loseit.com/index.jsp#Community:Profile!id=10960635

Mags on Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/ravingrendal/

Mags MNFurs Profile – https://www.mnfurs.org/members/speyeder/

Mags on Telegram – https://telegram.me/SpeyederFarina

Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

Growing Old Alone (1 Hour 3 Minutes)

uncle mike

Thanks to the GFN_General(http://www.visitnowhere.com/), Toppie Smellie(https://smellcast.wordpress.com/) and That Blue Jeans Guy(http://thatbluejeansguy.blogspot.com/).

Tuesday I got word my uncle Mike Ulmen died in a home in Seattle for disabled adults. He died alone without any family there as we all live in Minnesota and he made it clear he never wanted to return. I think over all I spent maybe 1 months worth of time with him in my life.

As it continues, I didn’t cry. I honestly rarely knew him. It did make me think of someone who’s death I did cry for, Tari Renfold. I never knew the person behind the Second Life persona, but I knew Tari for a long time. In fact I was one of the very few lucky enough to see her the night before she died. I found her flower in the Linden Park and spent a long time fighting emotions last night.

I have come to the realization that I am on the same road as my uncle, I will die alone. I have felt the same flight desire he gave into. Wanting to go away from everyone and just hide from the world.

Tari_002

Muisc

Opening: Ze Frank – Are You Human Ted Talk (https://www.ted.com/talks/ze_frank_are_you_human?language=en)

Closing

Maybe April from Jeremiah Johnson (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ND_fwX2fM)

Contact us at chaoticravings@gmail.com or visit us at http://chaoticravings.com. Chaotic Thoughts can be found at http://www.spreaker.com/show/chaotic-thoughts.

Facebook Links

https://www.facebook.com/matthew.ulmen

https://www.facebook.com/Pride48Mags

https://www.facebook.com/chaoticravings

https://www.facebook.com/FiniteExposure/

Mags Lose It! link – http://www.loseit.com/index.jsp#Community:Profile!id=10960635

Mags on Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/ravingrendal/

Mags MNFurs Profile – https://www.mnfurs.org/members/speyeder/

Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

SHUT YOUR CAKHOLE YOU (1 hour 37 Minutes)

Thanks to Toppiesmellie (https://smellcast.wordpress.com/), The GFN General (http://www.visitnowhere.com/), Tim in Alaska and the Phantom Producer Samantha Han who also provided the title. I was having far to much fun to take notes. I did start out talking about the attack in Nice, France. Also talked a bit about WHIMBY (Won’t Happen In My Back Yard), Second Life and Fitbits in the last 10 minutes.

Nice, France attack – http://news.sky.com/story/attack-in-nice-60-dead-as-truck-hits-crowd-10502068

Denis Leary – Lock ‘n Load

Contact us at chaoticravings@gmail.com or visit us at http://chaoticravings.com. Chaotic Thoughts can be found at http://www.spreaker.com/show/chaotic-thoughts.

Facebook Links

https://www.facebook.com/matthew.ulmen

https://www.facebook.com/Pride48Mags

https://www.facebook.com/chaoticravings

https://www.facebook.com/FiniteExposure/

Mags Lose It! link – http://www.loseit.com/index.jsp#Community:Profile!id=10960635

Mags on Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/ravingrendal/

Mags MNFurs Profile – https://www.mnfurs.org/members/speyeder/

Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

Fan Fiction (59 Minutes)

Thanks to ToppieSmellie(https://smellcast.wordpress.com/) for being in the chat room. I start off ranting about feeling like the bottom of the barrel in podcasting. Toppie for his part does help by talking to me, and bringing up some good points.  I then talk about the good thing lately being the recent discovery of Minnesota Furs and the forum board on it, so I’m slowly trying to break out of my shell (My profile:https://www.mnfurs.org/members/speyeder/friends/)

Then I briefly mention The Shippers Guide to the Galaxy (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvp198WlRp6t72Rm5YXvOTw) before talking about fan fiction. I have written mainly stuff in this vain because it is easier for me to work with already existing characters. I talk about the current couple I’m working with from Doctor Who, Ace and Mags. How they met, how after the initial pair up I found a way thanks to the Death Comes to Time (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_Comes_to_Time) story I could now pick it up again.

I wrap it up again with talking  about wanting to push beyond fan fiction and into maybe Speyeder Farina’s story and talking about how I was pushed into coming up with stuff when others asked me things I’d not thought of before.

Death Comes to Time part 0 (Other parts found in users list of videos if not found on the sidebar): http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xnch57_death-comes-to-time-0-of-4-at-the-temple-of-the-fourth_shortfilms

My Adult Fan Fiction Profile: http://members.adult-fanfiction.org/profile.php?no=1296870194

Lunarelle’s Fan Fiction Archive Profile: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/6959367/Lunarelle

Contact us at chaoticravings@gmail.com or visit us at http://chaoticravings.com. Chaotic Thoughts can be found at http://www.spreaker.com/show/chaotic-thoughts.

Facebook Links

https://www.facebook.com/matthew.ulmen

https://www.facebook.com/Pride48Mags

https://www.facebook.com/chaoticravings

https://www.facebook.com/FiniteExposure/

Mags Lose It! link – http://www.loseit.com/index.jsp#Community:Profile!id=10960635

Mags on Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/ravingrendal/

Mags MNFurs Profile – https://www.mnfurs.org/members/speyeder/

Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

Chaotic Thoughts: Coming out Day

On National Coming Out Day I came out in a note on Facebook. this is about that. 46 Minutes

The note: https://www.facebook.com/notes/matthew-raving-rendal-ulmen/national-coming-out-day-2015/10153622998480688

Chaotic Thoughts: Work and Inspiration

Talking about working again (YAY) and finances (yawn :P) before talking about who inspired me in podcasting, namely 2 Sense and Greetings from Nowhere, the idea taken from John Ong’s Ongline episode of the same name. 1 Hour 13 Minutes

Music

All done by 2 the Ranting Gryphon

Pawpets Song
Gay Pride
LSD #1