Tag Archives: relationships

Chaotic Thoughts March 17, 2016 (50 Minutes)

The topic is supposed to be theater. It starts out that way, then shifts to health before diving into relationships.

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December 28, 2014 Captain Prozac

Mags thinks he is going to do a short show and it ends up longer than intended. TimmySimms, ToppieSmellie, ItsAllAboutDan and Kiraniumbra were in the chat room.

topics were mainly relationships, gender and other heavier things.

November 17, 2013 (Barrel ‘O Stuff)

Update on Chaos, thoughts on his situation and the podcast future.

Doctor who chat with the room. We start with talking about the mini episode with the Paul McGann/John Hurt regeneration, and then into the basics and history of the show itself over the years.

Talk about the pride 48 30 Day Ab challenge, this months challenge being Abs and Squats. Also talking about stationairy biking and regular biking as well as thinking of going to a gym

The last bit of the show talks about relationship. There is a lot of chatter and I talk about my sexuality as well during it.

The clip after the normal close out was Urgelt reading A Grain of sand.

Break Music (Visit Lindsey Sterling’s You Tube Channel)

Bud Light – Mr. Hollywood Plastic Surgeon.
Lindsey Stirling – Crystalize
Lindsey Sterling – Shadows
Lindsey Sterling & Peter Hollens – Skyrim (Main Theme)

September 9, 2013 (Pride 48 in Vegas, Mags 101)

So Initially this was going to be a thoughts of Vegas show, and then I started talking.

If you wanted to know anything about Rendal, this is the place to go. It is 3 hours and I cover a LOT about what has made me the person I am today. I would’ve liked to talk about this in Vegas, but with my dad there, and technical issues, I never did. I start with a article I read by a transgender woman called “Can I be a girl now?”, this being the topic I wanted to cover in Vegas. then I talk about about two of the events that scarred me growing up, relationships, identity confusion, and yes I eventually make my way to Vegas.

I am looking very forward to Next year and will be there somehow. I hope everyone listening to this understands, I didn’t intend for this to be the show. When I start talking I go until I run out. This is years of waiting for the perfect opportunity to open up. Tonight turned out to be that night.

I have no doubt this will change how some people see me, some in a good way and some maybe in a bad way. Just know that the person you are listening to is the same person you met, and that without all of it I most likely wouldn’t be writing this now.

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