So talking about Ramble Redhead and Pride 48 Vegas again for a bit. then I start talking about my emotions, which since Sunday has been what could be the start of a interesting ride. then going into wrestling with TNA and Havok’s debut, and how it makes me feel.
Since I am unable to be there this year I hijack the Pride 48 stream one more time before the Vegas Event. I talk about my finances as the reason I can’t go this year. Then I get into missing being in Vegas with everyone, before giving a project I have for next year to dress as Speyeder and take pictures in Vegas.
Mags is on his own. talk starts off with talking about Pride 48 Vegas, and how he wishes he could attend. Then he talks about going to an art show for a friend and what happened there. Things then get metaphysical as he talks about interpreting his dreams and experiences in life that have helped shaped his free thinker view.
this is a technical nightmare. Chaos was supposed to join via Google Hangout, but we had issues. SO to help our fan Toppie Smellie comes on to chat for a bit, as well as Rendal’s father who got roped into filling time while the issues worked themselves out.
It is only about 50 minutes, so hopefully not too hard on you.
So Initially this was going to be a thoughts of Vegas show, and then I started talking.
If you wanted to know anything about Rendal, this is the place to go. It is 3 hours and I cover a LOT about what has made me the person I am today. I would’ve liked to talk about this in Vegas, but with my dad there, and technical issues, I never did. I start with a article I read by a transgender woman called “Can I be a girl now?”, this being the topic I wanted to cover in Vegas. then I talk about about two of the events that scarred me growing up, relationships, identity confusion, and yes I eventually make my way to Vegas.
I am looking very forward to Next year and will be there somehow. I hope everyone listening to this understands, I didn’t intend for this to be the show. When I start talking I go until I run out. This is years of waiting for the perfect opportunity to open up. Tonight turned out to be that night.
I have no doubt this will change how some people see me, some in a good way and some maybe in a bad way. Just know that the person you are listening to is the same person you met, and that without all of it I most likely wouldn’t be writing this now.
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