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Growing Old Alone (1 Hour 3 Minutes)

uncle mike

Thanks to the GFN_General(http://www.visitnowhere.com/), Toppie Smellie(https://smellcast.wordpress.com/) and That Blue Jeans Guy(http://thatbluejeansguy.blogspot.com/).

Tuesday I got word my uncle Mike Ulmen died in a home in Seattle for disabled adults. He died alone without any family there as we all live in Minnesota and he made it clear he never wanted to return. I think over all I spent maybe 1 months worth of time with him in my life.

As it continues, I didn’t cry. I honestly rarely knew him. It did make me think of someone who’s death I did cry for, Tari Renfold. I never knew the person behind the Second Life persona, but I knew Tari for a long time. In fact I was one of the very few lucky enough to see her the night before she died. I found her flower in the Linden Park and spent a long time fighting emotions last night.

I have come to the realization that I am on the same road as my uncle, I will die alone. I have felt the same flight desire he gave into. Wanting to go away from everyone and just hide from the world.



Opening: Ze Frank – Are You Human Ted Talk (https://www.ted.com/talks/ze_frank_are_you_human?language=en)


Maybe April from Jeremiah Johnson (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ND_fwX2fM)

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