Tag Archives: family

Corn-fed Stupid (55 Minutes)

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Thanks to my Phantom Producer Samantha Han for joining in chat.

Topics include Samantha and Dragon Con, Mags health, Mankato Pridefest, theater and his uncle.

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Mags on Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/ravingrendal/

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Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5xd4yu0SSQR98cf9X0wh5A

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

Growing Old Alone (1 Hour 3 Minutes)

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Thanks to the GFN_General(http://www.visitnowhere.com/), Toppie Smellie(https://smellcast.wordpress.com/) and That Blue Jeans Guy(http://thatbluejeansguy.blogspot.com/).

Tuesday I got word my uncle Mike Ulmen died in a home in Seattle for disabled adults. He died alone without any family there as we all live in Minnesota and he made it clear he never wanted to return. I think over all I spent maybe 1 months worth of time with him in my life.

As it continues, I didn’t cry. I honestly rarely knew him. It did make me think of someone who’s death I did cry for, Tari Renfold. I never knew the person behind the Second Life persona, but I knew Tari for a long time. In fact I was one of the very few lucky enough to see her the night before she died. I found her flower in the Linden Park and spent a long time fighting emotions last night.

I have come to the realization that I am on the same road as my uncle, I will die alone. I have felt the same flight desire he gave into. Wanting to go away from everyone and just hide from the world.

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Opening: Ze Frank – Are You Human Ted Talk (https://www.ted.com/talks/ze_frank_are_you_human?language=en)

Closing

Maybe April from Jeremiah Johnson (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ND_fwX2fM)

Contact us at chaoticravings@gmail.com or visit us at http://chaoticravings.com. Chaotic Thoughts can be found at http://www.spreaker.com/show/chaotic-thoughts.

Facebook Links

https://www.facebook.com/matthew.ulmen

https://www.facebook.com/Pride48Mags

https://www.facebook.com/chaoticravings

https://www.facebook.com/FiniteExposure/

Mags Lose It! link – http://www.loseit.com/index.jsp#Community:Profile!id=10960635

Mags on Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/ravingrendal/

Mags MNFurs Profile – https://www.mnfurs.org/members/speyeder/

Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

April 16 Siblings (25 Minutes)

Mags talks about spending time with his sister and feeling more positive about things than he has in a long time

Music

America – Man’s Road

Contact us at chaoticravings@gmail.com or visit us at http://chaoticravings.com. Chaotic Thoughts can be found at http://www.spreaker.com/show/chaotic-thoughts.

Facebook Links

https://www.facebook.com/Pride48Mags

https://www.facebook.com/chaoticravings

https://www.facebook.com/matthew.ulmen

Twitch Links

http://www.twitch.tv/chaosinfintium

http://www.twitch.tv/althenan

Games

Smite

Mags – SpeyederFarina (PC)
ChaosInftium (PS4)

Dice/Yahtzee with Buddies: RavingRendal

NAPODPOMO #16 Chaotic Ravings 11-16-2-14

Mags tries and fails to fill time until Chaos gets online. Chaos and Mags talk about family and the drama that comes out of it. Chaos Brings up the Looking for Group documentary which opens up chat about Warlords of Draenor.

Help a pride 48 member out with vet bills – http://www.gofundme.com/hc99qs

August 11, 2013 (Lots ‘O Stuff)

As usual when Chaos isn’t around Rendal goes off his medication so to speak and just goes all over 😛 topics include the AVG toolbar_log.txt issue for windows 7 along with a solution, Spam and the program Defraggler by Piriform (which is highly recommended).

After the break Rendal talks more about the Pride 48 Vegas event, his continued thoughts on his sexuality and gender, how his family factors into his decisions and what he might talk about during his Vegas show.