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September 9, 2013 (Pride 48 in Vegas, Mags 101)

So Initially this was going to be a thoughts of Vegas show, and then I started talking.

If you wanted to know anything about Rendal, this is the place to go. It is 3 hours and I cover a LOT about what has made me the person I am today. I would’ve liked to talk about this in Vegas, but with my dad there, and technical issues, I never did. I start with a article I read by a transgender woman called “Can I be a girl now?”, this being the topic I wanted to cover in Vegas. then I talk about about two of the events that scarred me growing up, relationships, identity confusion, and yes I eventually make my way to Vegas.

I am looking very forward to Next year and will be there somehow. I hope everyone listening to this understands, I didn’t intend for this to be the show. When I start talking I go until I run out. This is years of waiting for the perfect opportunity to open up. Tonight turned out to be that night.

I have no doubt this will change how some people see me, some in a good way and some maybe in a bad way. Just know that the person you are listening to is the same person you met, and that without all of it I most likely wouldn’t be writing this now.

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